Posted by Gravisher on June 7, 2009
Multi m-au intrebat de ce nu mai scriu pe blog.
Au trecut 9 luni de cand nu am mai scris ceva….(nu se pun filmuletele postate)
Ideea este ca acest blog nu l-am facut ca sa spun lumii ce fac zi de zi.
Acest blog l-am facut pentru a ma ajuta pe mine sa ma descopar.
Ajunsesem la un moment in care nu mai faceam acest lucru,asa ca am incetat sa mai scriu ceva.e mai bine asa decat sa scriu tampenii zilnice.
Nu e un blog comercial,nu e un blog funny,nu prea e un blog pentru nimeni altcineva decat pentru mine.
Nu am vizitatori iar atunci cand am pleaca plictisiti pentru ca nu inteleg ceea ce citesc
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Posted by Gravisher on September 14, 2008
No matter how much you work to build something that will stay up….it can be destroyed in a second,by being attacked at it’s weak spot….
Weak spots…we all have them…and we all are afraid of showing them…once we show them…it’s a matter of time until that weak spot is put to test by someone alse…
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Posted by Gravisher on August 7, 2008
I am still trying to find who i am…
I see myself as a cartoon character…actually,i would like to be a cartoon character…to simply do what i want…
In a better world…un unexplored one…and infinite one,that leads to the unknown…how is the unknown…who is the unknown?
I am the unknown…even for myself…i do know myself….but i forget about myself…i like myself…but i can’t be myself…I want to see myself…but i can’t even read myself…therefore….do i know myself?
I said i do…but i went up asking who am i?
Maybe i can trully find myself one day…but the society limitates me…it makes me weak and unimportant.
If i wish to rise, it cuts my feet.
If i wish to pull things up,it cuts my arms.
If i wish to think,it makes the majority different…
Johnnie Walker Where???
Where can u go on?…
Nowhere…
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Posted by Gravisher on August 7, 2008
What is our Destiny?
What is Destiny itself?
What are WE in the hands of destiny?
Destiny surrounds us….it’s another dimension…an unseen one.
It communicates with the enrgies that surrounds the planet…
There is another world out there…in a 2D universe….don’t ask me how u see it,it’s in your face.
For 7 years i’ve been searching the truth ,to find out that it’s in my eyes.litterarly…i was seeing it everyday but i did not know what it is…
So,the ultimate truth must be in front of us…but still,we can’t see it because we can’t read it…
If we are ever going to learn how to read the truth,then we will see it.
Maybe there is someone out there that already found out the truth,but it cannot share…maybe we are protected from the truth.
Maybe the truth can destroy us…Still….would u risk to loose your life here,on earth,to find that one and only truth?
Close yur eyes…you will feel more…
You will see more…maybe you will see the unseen…
Or maybe you will only see unreadable dots in a 2D universe that u cannot touch,but feel.
Feel…it’s a sense which us humans are weak in interpretating it…Animals feel more…How did humans lost their way of feeling?
Or maybe it’s developing? slowly….they say the blind can feel or hear better.
Because they exercise that…maybe…if we excersize that,we can do it…we can even excersise seeing…rather hard but it could work…it can take time….lots of time…would u risk it?
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Posted by Gravisher on July 2, 2008
I came here on 7th October 2007
I leave today,2nd July 2008….
It’s a lot of time spent in Bucharest…
A lot of time that made me understand a lot of things…
Who to trust,who not to trust,what to do and how to do it…
First of all it teached me to be more careful,more calm,and base on my instincts…
I have many post about Bucharest….All of them are expressing my anger towards this city and it’s inhabitants…
Valcea will welcome me today,Milano will welcome me in 14 days from now…
I bearly wait to get there….visiting Italy again,seeing my parents,relaxing all day…what more should i want?
Oh wait….i know….i would want Rainy Day to be there with me too…
One day she will….One day we will both travel somewhere far away from this country….
It’s the only thing i leave behind here and i am sorry for that…but it’s only for 35 days…We will pass this stage…we must…
I am listening to some nice songs and they express new feelings to me.
Maybe it’s because of the fact that i’m leaving this city….
Bye bye Bucharest….See ya in October again….
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Posted by Gravisher on June 6, 2008
Why don’t people listen to what i say?
No matter how right i am,i am always wrong in their opinion.
What makes me even more angry is that people listen to other people which talk a lot of bullshit.
After they realise they have done a mistake by listening to those people,and see that i was right they,come and ask for forgiveness…
That always happens,and still,i am still not gaining any hearing from people around me…
I don’t like to lead,it’s not my style,but still,i want justice…there is no justice in bullshit !
I can see that i have a weak influence over the people i conversate with…some seem to forget what i say,some seem to forget my skills,or some just ignores them…
I want to go away…far away…where i will forget all this crap…
Can’t take it anymore !
06 June 2008
1:49 PM
Bucharest,Romania
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Posted by Gravisher on May 22, 2008
This city changes people…changes minds,changes situations…
It’s a road…that we must go on…
Bucharest ain’t a very warm and familiar road.
You rise,you fall,you are happy,you are sad,you scream,you cry,you hit the pillow with your fist,you say that you just can’t take it anymore…but…..the show must go on…
I must put and end to all the disorder in my life…soon,it will all be over,i feel it.
It’s near…and it’s big….the biggest prize i can ever have….Freedom,Peace,and Quiet…
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Posted by Gravisher on May 14, 2008
Azi( 14 May 2008 ) am ajuns in Bucuresti.
Ieri( 13 May 2008 ) am fost la Valcea pentru a ma opera la mana dreapta.
It was hell at first,si cred ca am ramas cu sechele…de fiecare data cand inchid ochii vad siringa doctorului care imi intra in mana…partea nasoala e ca inca o simt cum imi intra in mana….
Now i can’t use my hand at all for some days…
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Posted by Gravisher on May 12, 2008
Astazi am dat mana cu legendarul Andrei Blaier.Decanul scolii mele.
A fost atat de real si totusi parca nu s-a intamplat. Ba chiar m-a intrebat si ce fac.
Eram ceva de genul…WOW,Andrei Blaier m-a strans de mana si m-a intrebat ce fac.Visez?
Nu.Nu visam,chiar se intamplase…am vazut in ochii lui un om batran dar plin de energie,un om ce are generatii intregi de elevi sub maneca,un om invincibil,cu toate ca nu arata astfel.
E greu sa descrii senzatia de putere pe care o detine,chiar fara sa vrea am impresia.
E o legenda vie….si va fi asa forever…
http://www.cinemagia.ro/actor.php?actor_id=1618
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Posted by Gravisher on May 8, 2008
Caring…means a lot to people that know how to appreciate it when it’s being given to them…
Can’t say i got lots of it in the last few months since i left Valcea…
Care is special to me as it is for a little doggy found on the street that needs attention…if you take care of him then,he will be appreciating that for the rest of his life…dogs do that…that’s why they are man’s best friend…
I miss mom…she was the only one that knew how to care for me…i wish to be near her in this moment…i hope i’ll get to see her this summer,but i’m not positive i will…i miss so much the time when i was home and my parents were home too…
I just miss mom and dad…why is it this way? me here and they far away? why isn’t it the nice way? the way i want it to be…together as a family…
Life ain’t fare…life ain’t even more fare when nobody is there to take care of you…
I can’t use my right hand at some things anymore…i started using the mouse with my left one…and it’s gonna be like that for a month or so…oh well…i’ll get used to it…
Sorry for the EMO post…i just don’t feel right at the moment…
8 May 2008
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